I can't get over all this Stephen. I won't except it. You are never gone from me. I will cherish you and love you forever. You were my big brother, you were quite but my god you were funny. We always asked each other how we are. I'll keep our conversation we had for life. I cry every day I just adored you. I want to tell you again and again how much I love you. Life will never be the same again. We will look after your family. You just didn't realise how much you were loved. I'm dreading your funeral as that will be final. Steve my big brother I want you back I love and need you so much . Till we meet again darling brother xx